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Lonely Road

from #Mosaic 3P by A.O.N

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Lonely Road
Produced by TheMosaicLaw

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Verse 1:
I feel like I'm on a dark street/ my feetpounding on the pavement match my heartbeat/ I feel weak/ the sound of grace is what my heart seeks/ my lack of patience got me pacin on this concrete/ I feel lost/ the cross is just so hard to see/ it's just so hard to reach for his grace/ and all the outstretched hands that are placed in front of me/ but with a lepars touch/ I felt I never measured up/ plus I'm seeing demons while I'm dreaming/ it's the devils clutch/ it's too much/ they sharing false hope but hid the proof/ now I'm stuck staring at the rope that's swinging from the roof/ they see the surface but they never searching past the roots/ I'm feeling worthless but the curtains always seem to mask the truth/ and when I grab the neuce/ im picturing my mothers face/ and lovers grace and how we're all clung to one another's fate/ truthfully this ain't my choice to make/ so I lift my voice to the heavens and proceed to say

Verse 2:
14 years old /viewed as an object of affection /lost since adolescence had her managing antidepressants /never mentions that daddy used to take her and rape her to mommy /that's too much pressure she's already stressin/ plus she's pressing the question like what could she do?/ beat and Bruised/ try to hide but end up being see through /your mommy needs you/ he'd never let her run /plus don't tell no one cuz there's no way that they believe you /to try to cope she marks herself up with scars /instead of writing love /shell carve it into her arms /she wants to leave this place holding breath in her chest/ am I destined to stress and just question him pressing while I'm getting molested /and as the water fills the bathtub/ she climbs in the bottom and picks the knife back up/ and holds it to her wrist/ 2 slits up her arms/ and she's gone as she unballs her fists

Verse 3:
He locked himself up in his room /didn't want to go to school and didn't know what else to do /why the sudden change /his parents were ashamed /and teachers and classmates were downright cruel /plus his pastor just lost it /bullys screaming "faggot get back in your closet"/ odds stacked looking past all the nonsense /til his only friend moved back to the projects/ he couldn't face it alone /so he just phoned in sick so he could stay in his home /his parents disowned him /told him we don't have a son /so pack your bags your mom and I have had enough /that was it he couldn't handle the pressure/ ran upstairs/ locked his door hand on the dresser /pulled out a 45/ then began to cry/ put the gun to his head then said goodbye

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from #Mosaic 3P, released February 12, 2013

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A.O.N Calgary, Alberta

Rapper, Husband, Writer, God fearing individual. Something different in there for everyone.

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